存在と距離のあいだで揺れる愛への夢のような問い

Are you a dream? Or are you there? Or are you a morning star - distant, but with a close name, which shines without a trace. And now it shines, then it goes out of the ray of my love. Now I call you beautiful, then I am silent in surprise. Where are you going? Where has the hope of being with me disappeared ? My heart, an anxious abyss - live your happy captivity. Are you a dream? Or are you there? Are you fire? Or smoke? Why are you so unique, if this world is repeatable?!